Itch
by Italy Ja’rae Lee
I grew up on the sounds of scratching.
Heard the scratches of scratch-off lottery tickets;
my grandma would use her last penny
to scratch for pennies.
Spare change ain’t never
seem to change our situation,
but she scratched,
convinced a miracle would show itself on paper.
The patience of a penny,
how Lincoln stares at those he supposedly “freed”
and maybe this ticket will free us!
Play the game and the burden
will be lifted off your back;
the burden to make ends meet
when your pockets only know finish line,
convinced a dime duplicates in seconds.
When we gon’ realize
the lottery be silent weapons?
The projection of who you think you can be
or who Lincoln freed
You don’t get to have
generational wealth in this country!
White people got trust funds.
We don’t go no funds to trust,
to save us
just scratch offs
so we can itch at hope
fuck being woke
if the system continues to sleep
How is there a mega millions
and 14 million starving babies?
I don’t understand.
I see my role models itching
for another chance,
as if they were ever given one.
Different races
racing to a jackpot—-
how capitalism breaks spines
turn humans into spirits.
The last time my grandma felt that itch
she stared at Lincoln in the eye
And said “fuck you!”
and he takes,
stay turned
can’t ever seem to face the truth.
Seems like every founding father
finds an excuse to keep
the systems turning—-
keep ya hands burning.
What numbers did your grandmother
play last night on her last dollar?
Bet it wasn’t 9-1-1
Like n*ggas ain’t lucky enough to get help
Funny how we have a synonym for poor
it’s “broke”
like we “broken”
but we break our backs
to try
to survive
Americas maze,
but the only way is
to make trust funds everybody’s right.
Closing the disparity gap is right.
No president has made it right,
so we have to take back our rights
and the poets will write.